Mother

So tonight I listened to the song "Daddy" by Jewel and I wrote my own song to my Mother called "Mother" ofcourse. I changed the lyrics around and put them in my own words, instead of Jewel's. Here goes;


My Heart is hurting
Mother
I don't get enough credit
For what I do
Mother
Whats that say about
the person I've become?
Sometimes I want to
Make you as vulnerable
as I am now
Mother
I drink lots of caffiene
And I smoke too many cigarettes
Mother
And yes sometimes
I dont do what is right for me
Mother
What do my actions say about me?
And sometimes
I want to scream at
You until my throat is raw
Mother
For all those things you
Said that weren't true
I want to make you just
as helpless as I was
Mother
What kind of person
does that make me?
Mother
And sometimes I want to
Rip out your heart
Mother
Just to see if you have one,
And if you do what's inside
I want to make your life
Seem obsolete
The way that you did mine
Mother
Go ahead and make me
Feel bad for that
Cause I'm your mistake
I'm the thing that breaks your heart
Mother
I'll grow up to be
All those horrible
Things you said I'd become
Well yesterday afternoon
I saw you sneak out
Of your own house
With the man
That ruined your life
Mother
Whats that say
About who you've become?
I'm sorry
But that makes you a fool.
I make mistakes too
Whats that say about me?
My Heart is hurting....
Mother